Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Freedom, is it really?

Hi Annie,

So, today I finished my exams, which is a good thing? It means I get to see you sooner ^_^
I also read your post, and somehow, our lives these past two years seem oddly similar, even though we're miles apart. (No wonder we're twins =P )



This piece is really soothing, I quite like it. It describes the peace that sometimes comes after the hectic schedule before and during exams. Hah.

Annie's right, in many ways we are still the innocent naive little girls we were when we started. But in so many other ways we aren't. These past two years have changed us a lot, I know I can speak for myself. The fears I've faced, the trials that we've been through to chase our dreams, the disillusionment, they've all helped to shape us into who we are today. But sometimes we don't really know what we're chasing, or if the dream is nothing but just that. Growing up, knowing what you want, is really confusing. But then again, so is calculus, stochastic modeling and algebra. I've been talking to people lately, and I've come to the realisation that maybe I don't know what I want in life, yet. I'll let you know when I do.


Does this mean we're both where we were two years ago? I don't think so. These past two years, I've made more mistakes than I can count. But somehow, I know that there will be a day that I won't regret making those choices and that hopefully from them we can learn to be better people.

Now it sounds like I've been reading too many self help books. Great.

See you soon!
x

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